This 5 month aniverssary hit me hard too. In the morning I broke out crying remembering how Ben and Maggie's old boyfriend caravaned her on her "maiden voyage". Maggie was scared to get her driver's license, and when she finally had it the old boyfriend and Ben made her drive down the road in between them (protected by their vehicles) on her first drive (kind of) by herself. He was a protector of my little one and I will never forget all the good! Aunt Gretchen